M.E.M.E.N.T.O.

watch Memento in Film Studies class today..

Nearly mental breakdown..

Keep repeating the same sceneeeeee~~ =( 

Claudia and I was like WTF??  

whenever they scene repeats, Claudia and I will look at each other and say WTF.. XDD 

Heard bout it in Psychology class few sems ago.. 

never thought that we have to watch it in Film Studies class.. 

Honestly, if I watch it for the 2nd time, I bet i will be crazyyyyyy~~ 

Question of the day!! ( asked by Claudia Hwa)
If you were Lenny, you will choose to forget the past or have the short-term memory disease?? 

Well, for me..I choose to forget the past.. 

Its quite miserable when you can't even remember what you said, whom you talked to few minutes ago.. 

Then that sampat Claudia said; If you have short-term memory disease, you get the chance to own an InstaCamera.. 

When I heard that, I was like.. (=.=')  

That is why I always give her the WTF face..Its because she always ask WTF questions.. LOL.. 

M.O.O.D.Y.

went for my last HPV injection... but they say NO STOCK.. whatthehell.. 

only can get my injection in June.. sad.. 

so, went to have lunch..as usual, SUSHI.. 

They change their menu.. IT SUCKS! 

The set that I usually order IS NOT IN THE MENU *heartbreak* 

usually will share the set with boyfie coz I can't finish it all by myself.. 

very very very moodyyyyyy~~~~

boyfie order the similar set..but it does not taste nice!! 

i think its because of my mood.. thats what boyfie said..  

skip both classes.. because I'm not in the mood.. 

plus, this is the first time i skip class in the sem.. wheeee~~ 

No more skipping class next time.... haha!! *finger crossed*

Touching or Heartbreaking??

"..I cant stands if u really get hurt one day..

Cause I couldn't help you solve or find your missing pieces in your puzzle"  

Tears flow down my cheek when I read what HJ sent me.. 

Can't differentiate if its a touching or heartbreaking message.. 

I know you're and will always be there for me throughout my ups and downs.. 

Its just not as I expected when I thought you would be supportive.. 

Nahhh..you're supportive..but in another extraordinary way bro! 

Bestie since 8.. 

I appreciate what you've done for me.. 

and all your concerns.. 

I truly understand.. but need some time to digest sikit sikit.. XDD 

YOU MADE ME CRY~!! 

YOU BETTER WATCHOUT~!! 

是我的错吗？？

I know right.. Some of you must be thinking, "WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU BITCH??" 

"YOU GOT SUCH A GOOD BOYFIE AND YOU STILL KEEP POSTING BOUT YOUR EX.."  

Eh bitch/moron, I'm a human kay.. I have memories.. 

I don't know if its me or my 6th sense gone wrong that I felt that there's a little gap between me and boyfie ever since I have a blog.. 

There are stuff that I can't / couldn't tell me friends, family nor my boyfie.. 

Its hard to express my feelings or tell how it actually goes wrong.. Especially face-to-face with the subject. 

I mean, C'mon la.. Who will like his baby girl post bout her ex right?? 

I'm sorry Baby Max.. I know sometimes (or maybe all the times) I always talk to you sooooo loud, 

but you know la.. I'm not that girly type right?? 

But I do everything for you with my heart and soul..  

I love you Babi Max!

对他太好，他不珍惜？？

我很幸运，我的初恋和现任男朋友都对我很好。。很疼我。。 

还记得我们两哭着不想放开彼此的手。。

但，到最后我们也分开了。。 

Never failed to send me morning and goodnight texts.. 

Never failed to make me smile whenever I cry.. 

Never failed to satisfy my hunger and temptations.. 

The more people around pushes us, the stronger our bond.. 

Sometimes I do ask myself, What makes us stranger today?? 

现在，安全感有点不是那么喜欢我。。

偶尔会跟我玩捉迷藏。。 

讨厌！！ 

现任男朋友。。是很好。。

只是我不自足？？ 可能性很高。。

放开你，放过自己

他们说男人就像风筝一样。。

                                          

偶尔要给他自由，让他飞。。

飞到累了，就会回来。。  

问题就在。。若他飞到一个让他不想回来的地方呢？？  

Things I HATE THE MOST while taking public transport.. 

• Those who talks freaking loud..no matter is on the phone or talking to oth people

Seriously?? There is once (or maybe a few times) when I take train to uni, an uncle is talking on the phone sooooooo L.O.U.D. that he think the person who is talking to is deaf.. (=.=') eh please la..can consider abit or not?? You think you're the only one is in the train izit?? 

• Those who didn't give their seats to those who need it (pregnant women, elderly, OKU) 

Somehow I'm quite disappointed with those morons that didn't give their seats to those who needs it. They  still can put on their headphones as if  they didn't see those who needs the seat. wtf. I doubt their love/ sympathy towards elderly, children and society.  

 

*I used to glare at the person like this in the train/bus whenever i beh song.. XDD

Wesak Day 2013

Never failed to join Wesak Day's procession every year with my family..
hmm..It seems more like a family gathering than a procession..
Talk and Laugh during the whole procession.. lol..
Joey, Chris, Nic, Jane, Mun, Ivan, Loong and I never failed to participate in this event!!
Joe and Jeff can't join us.. Tak tau mereka malas ke atau betul betul tak boleh datang~

Didn't meet Koon at Buddhist Centre in the afternoon because she come after I just left.. XDD
haha..but its okay..still get to meet her at the procession =)

As usual, Chris and her cousins join us too!!
CAN'T FEEL MY LEG AFTER THE PROCESSION!! TIREDDDDD~~~

 

Colorful night with all those decorations!! haha.. More and more people join Brickfield's procession.. 

Hope one day I can bring boyfie to this procession.. =)

BABY PRINCESS or PHILIPPINE MAID??

SEE CHEE MING SAID I'M HIS PHILIPPINE MAID ON HIS PROFILE PIC!! 

 

*somehow similar to my reaction when I saw his comment*   

(=.=') eh brother, seriously?? LOL!! 

My new toy is still with him.... *no eyes see* 

btw, today is Kitty's birthday.. went to hilltop to decorate her car with Crystal, Mick and Claudia.. 

Claudia and I mmg soha*.. we both wear HOODIE and decorate kitty's car at the middle of the hilltop..

got headache after Alt Voice's class.. 

i think its because the weather is soooooo H.O.T. and i so stupid go wear hoodie.. *bitch slap* 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KITTY~!!!   

=) still waiting for crystal to send me those pic we took on the hilltop... 

還是要幸福。。 

每次听到这首歌的时候，对会想回分手的心情。。。 

我哭着email他，告诉他。。我多摸的不想放手。。  

我不知道他现在是如何想我。。

应该觉得当初我很残忍。。

希望他现在喜欢的女生会好好的疼爱他。。

不要像我以前那样对待他。。

现在我有了个他妈的疼我的男友。。

每天都等我下课。。而且不是等一两个小时哦。。

虽然有时候是笨了点，可是他很细心。。。

我说过的话，他都记得。。嘻嘻。。

朋友们都说他很很很很好叻~ 

I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I AM SO IN LOVE WITH BABY MAX
<3 LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!!!!!

HAPPY 520..  

  

Taken with InstaMini by Baby Mick =) 

went to class as usual.. takda celebrate.. apapun takda.. 
hangout for awhile with Baby Claudia and BabyMick.. 
hv no idea why but me and max are failed photographer!! haha..


p.s. CAN YOU GET ME AN INSTAMINI FOR MY 21ST BIRTHDAY?? PLEASEEEEE~~ *manja*

N.I.G.H.T.M.A.R.E.

Me: Should I go to the workshop?
Him: Go la..
Me: but I don't feel like going..
Him: Then don't go lo..
Me: but lecturer says got extra marks and attendance is a must..
Him: Then you go lo..
Me: but I'm lazy..
  *conversation goes on and on and on~~~ *

..few minutes later..
Me: *nagging*
Him: *no expression*
Me: you're not listening to me..
Him: HOW MANY TIMES YOU WANT ME TO ANSWER YOU??
Me: *stunned*
Him: SERIOUSLY, HOW MANY TIMES?? I  ANSWERED YOU, BUT YOU'RE NOT LISTENING..

I'm improving my Mandarin, He is improving his English.
Somehow there is a strange feeling when I know that he is improving.
YK taught him English.
His Writing and Speaking is so damn good...

Letting go is never easy..
Next time I would tell my children that; Hey, your mom's first Love is awesome!!
*bitch slap*

Sometimes I do recalls our conversation unconsciously..
I can't imagine what would I be today if he is the one who is holding my hand right now..

I'm not trying to be what okay.. Just letting go is never easy..
almost all songs that is in my playlist reminds me of him and our conversation..

 

p.s. Got this from his fb, he didn't delete it..not my fault.. LOL

15.05.2013 

EXHAUSTED!!! class end at 630pm every day is no fun at all..

Luckily boyfie is willing to wait for me (i guess)..

hahaha..anyway, saw Benji's pic today..

Guess what, he is already 2 years old!! OMGGG!! time fliessss~!!

The last time I hug him is on CNY last year..lol..

memories.flashback.

想你的夜。。

今天是不懂什么什么情人节。（我自己也搞不懂）。。 哈哈。。
他说不懂为什么最近我很容易发脾气，很容易emo..
说真的。。我自己也不懂。。
每个月的11号， 他都好像没什么感觉。。
是不是应为在一起久了呢？？